Hello, I'm Emily!

[nickisingle]

Welcome to our family Emily,
Yeah, all of us know how is difficult be gay and really love the same-gender person. But it's our way & choice, way is like mission)))) We can love each other- like Jesus did. Trust me, I had also that problem you've had with your family. I haven't got dad, but I have mum who loves me,like way I am...and it was also hard for me look at her eyes when she looked at me, hug her when I feel her voice inside: "My Nicki is lesbian, when will she find a man I can't present her with girl.....", but, many time I tried to explain her, that she needn't present her thoughts connected with me in her mind, (it must be like: I and my girlfriend in bed, make sex... ) - she must present that I am really happy with my choice....And it's the less thing - sex, which can touched my heart in relation with my girlfriend...Sometimes she agree with me... But when my relation was broke up with my GF, she felt some lil bit easier, and try to enterduced me with some boys it's so funny from her side... But she understood today, that I have my way, and I think she won't find somebody else for my relations... She came from other country some days ago but she is so activited try search some person for me)))))oh... like russian people says: there is a joke and sin in this story)))

It is so difficult to love the same-gender person - and nobody sayed that it must be easy...

Probably it should be such destiny for us. Our way is so difficult, but we should trust God's words. The only thing you should not be afraid to confess to the church's father that you are gay, you should not be rejected from their church. Didn't Jesus learnt us to love each other as ourself?, didn't Jesus learnt us not to kill and say lies, not to judge people and not to expel the closely person? If your church people really trust in God they will accept you such way you are,firstly coz our God teach us so!

Write to us, and don't be afraid... We are the FAMILY, my friend!

Best wishes for you,
Nicki V.